peaceful evening

Hye.

Lately, time2 gadoh byak dgn pujaan hati, biasalaa mcam2 dugaan. Susah betul. Baik pun kejap then perang balik. Huhu. Macam tu laaa hari-hari. Naik muak naik fedup. Tapi hati terikat kuat, sabar jelah. Masing2 tamao ngaku salah, kau kata salah aku, ak kata salah kau. haaaaa. Macamtu laaaa. Last2 nak ta nak, kenalah ngalah. Kalo tak, sampai sudah dinginnya.Tapi ! Bukan itu yg saya nk crita. hehoks !

For few days dah dok study. Hadeh. Yang ni pon muak ! Letih da haaa nk hafal bagai. Hafal yang ni lupa yang tu. Hafal yg tu, ad notes lain pulak nk kena ingat. Aiyoyoooo. Banyak gilos. Na ta nak, kena lah jugak kannn. Esok dah papernya. May Allah ease everything. Amin ! For all my friends also. Good luck to you guys. Then IS pulak !!!! Yang ni mmg ngeriiiiiii. Takut gilaaaaa. Haisshhhhh. I should have some tips from Miss Inoor then. 

So, da nak magrib (: Malam ni da janji nk main cikgu-cikgu ngn Eyra.haha. Study sorang2 mmg ke laut la jawabnyaa. Ada teman boleh men teka2, sambil baca, sambil discuss (: hehe. Date with Eyra kol lapan. 

So for now, bath, pray and get ready ! (; 

See you guys !

me and the rent

After a few days of thinking, I refuse to text my dad to get his attention .yeehaaa ! :D So, by hook or by crook. I have too because I need those for survive in another couple of week here. Then, here goes :

Me : Dad, how are you #starting should be good# Urmm, I need some money to settle all the bills here and for the house rent also. Last month already.hehe. And I have some for pocket money, so, I don't need that,yet.

Dad : Tomorrow or the day after.

Lerrrr...tu je ? It's okey. Atleast I got the response. hehhehe

Suddenly, early in the morning. I got a text message from mum. Mum ? Mum will ask of it, I guess.

Mom : I thought for the last month, we don't have to pay the rent because they debt the deposit. 

Lerrrr, mom tahu.ahahhahahha.

Me : emmm, we got one month that we don't have to pay that, already. 

Feuuuuu, I don't know why. Should I lying to get some extra money instead telling them truth? haiyaaaa.. So, I decide to tell mum, the truth, later or soon, someday or whenever :D

THE END.

malas versus takut

The two combination that really can't mix together then create an quandary feeling. So just take a few step here. Breath in, breath out then make a move to go on with the boredom part, I guess. So, one just got down, another 3 more to go ! wooohoooo. How I can't wait to freedom from all these things. penat woooo.huuuu. However, I'm quite wondering, how my lifes goes after this? I mean when I stuck at home without work and money. Do I can really survive ? I though I can have a wonderful freedom honeymoon without worrying about anything. Just enjoy the moment but impossible somehow. Sigh.

So sleeping yet so many to cover since there is no spot question for this subject. What can I rely on ? Thick boring-ing book with some slide. Thus, hand doesn't want to work together with me today and I do know why she suddenly just like sprain. No idea why she treat me such way. Sigh. 

Truly, I wish you good luck myself. Sabar ! siket je lagiiiiii -..-

Continue study, then.