aku sakit kepala

Of course, I do love my relationship as much as I love you. Tapi sedihlaaa mcmni. You act like you never care about me.hmmmm. Yes we were together for 1 year 3 weeks 3days, mcm2 bnda dah jadi. Gaduh perang pastu baik balik then gaduh lagiii. Kekdg penat. Tapi hati tuhan je tau betapa sygnyaaa kt masing-masing. Lately, kecik hati punya pasal, ak bawak diri lah kononnya kan.hahhaaaa. Entah jadi ke tidok. Salunya bawak diri xsmpai 3 hari, pastuh msg ckp rindu. Ceh ! Tapi this time so hard, tak main2 dah.huuuu. Sorry syg, I have to. Leave for good, you and me. Cewah ! ye ye jeee.kahkahkah

Dahlaaaa nk final ! streesssssnyaaaa lahhh akuuu !! okbye !

here we go !

Waaaaa rindu gilos nak hudated ! >.< firstime entry in malay.hahaaa. kesah ke ? ske hati laaaa I nyew kan..hehe. So, mukadimah sahaja. I'm not in mood for blogging. Baru sampai puncak dah nk demam. perubahan cuaca maybe. So, see you guys later babies.

lot of love,
Anis.

Singing Vs Arguing

Last night we argued for nothing and totally nonsense. I can't put myself in the right condition when something  cliche mess up my mind. I kept thinking what was that and make my own consumption, so that, fighting were there. But every argument, its end up with something lovely and make me love my buddy so much somehow. It's just happened, how much he understand me and make me laugh, after he put me in mad actually -..-

While fighting, there was silent for a moment. Then I push him to sleep earlier because he got a selection for football team tomorrow morning even there was something that don't satisfy me yet. And the horrible is, he's very hard to wake up early in the morning! I'm worried he will miss the selection. So, here goes !

............................................. Silent
honey : Can U sing for me ? before I sleep and I won't end this conversation until U do so.
me : Stop kidding and I won't do that. Don't force me to do something that I don't like. Are you crazy ? Tgah marah nie ! Nyanyi hape.

Actually, we always fight well because he asked me to sing. -..- and SAYA TA NAK DAN TAK SUKA.hehehe

honey : Can you do that for me ? would you do something that I love ?
me : i'm currently angry. Can you do that when you are hot ?? Seriously, you are annoy me and push me to end the call. Bleh lagi dia buat lawak suruh nyanyi time org tgh marah. Haih !!

He called me back...

honey : Yes, I can do that. I can just sing even in mad, with dancing and breakdance ! Blaa blaaa bla
me : I don't know why suddenly I laugh ! Damn you laa baby ! ahhahahahha.

So, he just broke my madness and egoistic with his jokes like always :')

honey : I can make you anger and I can make you smile . I miss you sayang.

Then, the quarrel was end. But he still won't end our conversation until I'm singing for him. Baby, everything for you. I dedicated Never Be Replaced for my lovely one and we sang it together. So lovely and I let he slept in smile. Good night baby.


p/s : I love the way you make me smile sweety :)

Rapuh.

'' Maafkanlah bila hati tak sempurna mencintaimu

Dalam dadaku harap hanya  dirimu yang bertakhta.''

- Lovely Lyric -

Stupidity.

                          Annoying Gedik Budak !! Melayu pulak tuh. Puihhhh

What the hell laa with this girl.

mostly teenagers who tend to grow up, is acting so weird like this !

So annoying. Sorry to say if I was wrong but she seems not to show her SORE EYES.

She was doing her 'cute duck face' actually.

Or maybe trying to show her body, nice background at the back

or what not, I'm not sure.-,,-

Poor you.

Yes Girl, kau cute.Bye

Talk.

No smile.
No eat.
No fun.
Wipe the tears for the whole day.
How hard the situation is, I have to find the way to heal everything.
We both are hurt. I'm try to adjust my life into a normal way.


If you know how difficult my life without you.

I mean it

That was unpredictable, unexpected, unbelievable situation ever. Within 3 days its ruin everything, broke the loyal and purity. Something that I never noticed and decided to ignore it all.Deny everything and pretending that I was right. Everything's right. I hurt my another half somehow and he did something that he deserve. Nothing to regret,  could not turn back, just let him seek his own happiness rather than he hold on his pain beside me. It's cool to pretend that we are okay even though we are not. Something that I can't confess that I miss us. 

No words can express my apologize to you.But seriously, I mean it. 

Sorry for the time that we were together.

For all those hurt.

I'm such a bad girl that don't deserve a lovely boy like you.

I wish all the goods come to you, I wish you the happiness, no tears,

no hurt, no pain, just the happiness :) may Allah ease everything for you.

Gonna miss the crazy us. 

Sincerely,

Anis.

we

No reason to stay, no reason to get long, no reason for we together. He had a better life and me have a better than him. Insyallah.

Adik.

PHEWW !! Just forgot the email of this blog ! Hahaaaa. After a few minutes, take a deep breath and think ! think, think and think ! YESS !! I got it >.<

That's not the story yet, here we goes :

He meowing so loud. I was looking around try to find his voice. Where it come from? I walked slowly, decided to open the door silently, and the funniest is, his brother follow my step with his slow meowing as he saying '' Yes2, I heard his voice too, come we take a look and find him, '' ( Cat language)

Suddenly, I was shocked to see it was on the roof of  my house. He can't jump down. But I wonder why it was on the roof ? So I quickly took a chair and looking for the lower part of the roof and put the chair down and tried to climb up the chair to get the cat. I was meowing like he did -..- ( the way to make he got me ), tried to get him. He ran to me but then when I was trying to get him, he looks like so scared when he look down. As a heroin in this story, I pull him tightly to save it. Finally YES ! He could down safely. hehehe. Gladly, he was okey and started to play with his brother, who patiently waiting for me to save his brother. So sweet >.< 

p/s : both cat I called them adik XD

me and the last day.

15th July 2012 : Sunday
Stuff packed, room cleared, paper not done yet.

Spirit are not over here. SHE was home earlier and leave my body alone, and the baby also. Supposedly, we will meet and have a lovely date like usual. How come you baby ! -..- Nvm, I'll be home tonight, how heaven my feeling is ! =D  Can't wait to see my favorite faces. Mom, dad, brot, sist and for sure the lovely one, baby ki >.<





Dear baby,
                I'm very excited to go home! Hope to see you the next day. =)


                                                                                               Lot of lup.
                                                                                                AnisBalqis

me and you

(Act, we are not marry yet, no tickers for couple so I chose this as it looks 

obviously fit with the situation.hehe)

Yeaay !! We have almost 8 months along and we may not realize that. As time went so fast, feels like knowing him yesterday, started with nonsense chat and stupid jokes :P and who knows, our feeling went so strong. Thanks darling. I love you so much. We had go through our relationship patiently.heeeeehe. WELL DONE FOR WE BOTH ! Don't care about other people, ex or whatever, the important is, we are happy together without jerk-ing others. (Unless they bother me first :)

* Thanks for days u spent for me

* Thanks for the precious love 

* Thanks for the jokes

* Thanks for everything lah ! :)

# Missing you like always. 

Payphone while studying

I keep on repeating this for no reason. I just love it's lyric and the awesome melody, maybe. Eheehe.

Well, me playing this repeatedly while studying >.<

concern of my purse Vs concern of my parents.

That day (forgotten), in Puncak Alam.

I refuse to text my mom and daddy or not seems like it will looks so weird (Anything better than weird ? because I'm texting for money). I had a busy weekend lately, almost for a month I was survive without depending on parent's money ! #Big claps for me.haha! I was so busy with exhausted partime job (it's okey atleast I got the paid) So, got money mean no message to parents. (Punyalah baik anak). Anyway, final exam  was around, so I decided to stop looking for job and focus to my final paper. But ! A few weeks later, I was worried sick when looking at my purse,only a few pieces of money. Phewww -..- By hook or by crook ! yeaaaah I have too ! -..- (Gigih nih tebalkan muka)

Me, text my abah -..-

Me : Hye abah how are you? Lama dah xmsg abah blaa blaaa blaaaa (panjang okey!) and abah I've no money. Could you please give me some ? -..-

My abah : OK (with capital letter)

Just OK, but it's okey atleast he replied. wahahaa

I don't have any idea why abah replied me such way, knowing that we both never ever texting each other to ask how one of us are doing.

No matter what, I love you both so much, mom and dad.

This is scary terrible story ever !

That is So Terrible !!

Indonesia’s police have arrested a 29 year old Philippians woman for killing and eating humans. This woman has killed and eaten more than 30 girls and many other humans including her husband and had kept their meat in refrigerator.She had been enjoying eating human meat for long time.

This cannibal female had said, that she arranged many parties for her friends and relatives, to whom she had cooked and served human meat, without their knowledge. Her guests had said, that her food tasted very delicious.This woman said that she has eaten the victims due to her inner desires and if she is given other chance, she would repeat this action again without any interruptions.

Even in prison, she had attacked a female guard, bitten her right hand and swallowed one of her fingers !

Into you.

I can't get over how gorgeous and wonderful this boy is ! >.<

And for sure, I don't have any idea to explain on how I got this, thus its became part of my collection. Sorry ! :) and maybe this is part of my sweetness that you might don't know. haha -..- and again ! for sure, I heart you bad. I wish you are standing outside my house like usual. psfffft !


^^ Just a wish .

Little boy

A face to face conversation -..-

Him : Syg can I see your armpit ?
Me : Y u so pelik to see org punya armpit ?? #volumeincrease
Him : Eh tak kan tu pun nk malu  (couple shud share everything -..- )
Me : Eeee ngarut !
Him : #Keep on snooping.

(Lebih Kuranglaa)

Bahahahha. Baby, I will miss you bad :'))

Today is a sleeping day

Good morning to myself ( it's not so weird if my roomates say that so ) already 436 pm. Woke up : 400pm/ bath for half an hour, normal thing for a ''Mamai'' people who spent their sleep almost all day. #Nothingtosigh >.< Like seriously. I had a wonderful night with the lovely one. Talking about love, joking, punch each other, having fun with food, movie (him alone XD) and the point is, I heart you so much sweety :) Thanks for your lovely cares on me, spending your wonderful little time for me and so on -..-

#Lebiu.

Shud I say Hello ?

This is my second account since the first one was deleted somehow, thus created this for fill the boredom of me. And the both account (Facebook and twitter) ruin my happiness so bad. Well its okey. Everything for the happiness even its too late. At least I do some effort, kaaaan :)

And now I'm dying in front of my sweetty note book, with a lot lot lot and LOL retailing question and again,  I'm not interested to this since forever btw. #Sigh. At least I do some effort, kaannn XD Mama ( not my real mama, she is Prof Noraini, adorable Prof Noraini -..-) gave us those sample of hundred questions. Yes, its COOL with the answers and references.  Eh almost 400 questions, how come laaa u can memorize in 5 days !? ( rasanyalaaa). For those who hardworking with the book, no problem mybe. I have that kind of hardworking okeyyy !! but I don't have the book -..- okey laa tu kan XD 

Ok that's all. MAY ALLAH EASE EVERYTHING.

#Those yg tak faham, I mls nk explain. As I said, this is my boredom random story. Tata