malas versus takut

The two combination that really can't mix together then create an quandary feeling. So just take a few step here. Breath in, breath out then make a move to go on with the boredom part, I guess. So, one just got down, another 3 more to go ! wooohoooo. How I can't wait to freedom from all these things. penat woooo.huuuu. However, I'm quite wondering, how my lifes goes after this? I mean when I stuck at home without work and money. Do I can really survive ? I though I can have a wonderful freedom honeymoon without worrying about anything. Just enjoy the moment but impossible somehow. Sigh.

So sleeping yet so many to cover since there is no spot question for this subject. What can I rely on ? Thick boring-ing book with some slide. Thus, hand doesn't want to work together with me today and I do know why she suddenly just like sprain. No idea why she treat me such way. Sigh. 

Truly, I wish you good luck myself. Sabar ! siket je lagiiiiii -..-

Continue study, then.

aku sakit kepala

Of course, I do love my relationship as much as I love you. Tapi sedihlaaa mcmni. You act like you never care about me.hmmmm. Yes we were together for 1 year 3 weeks 3days, mcm2 bnda dah jadi. Gaduh perang pastu baik balik then gaduh lagiii. Kekdg penat. Tapi hati tuhan je tau betapa sygnyaaa kt masing-masing. Lately, kecik hati punya pasal, ak bawak diri lah kononnya kan.hahhaaaa. Entah jadi ke tidok. Salunya bawak diri xsmpai 3 hari, pastuh msg ckp rindu. Ceh ! Tapi this time so hard, tak main2 dah.huuuu. Sorry syg, I have to. Leave for good, you and me. Cewah ! ye ye jeee.kahkahkah

Dahlaaaa nk final ! streesssssnyaaaa lahhh akuuu !! okbye !